I feel good today.
I had a whole list of things I wanted to write about but by the time I got to my computer they were all gone.
So I guess I should find something else to talk about.
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I ate a delicious hot link sandwich today while listening to some old school blues in a barbecue joint. I got energy again, that’s a nice feeling. I can get some work done and eat more good food and actually stay awake in my three hour night class without feeling like I’m forcing myself to be there.
I really feel like singing right now. Is that random?
At least my anxiety is at a minimum today.
But my eyes are really tired, I can feel them aching. I’ve strained them before while looking at these crazy screens all night and it gets to the point where I have to lie on my back and put a cold rag over my eyes for an hour like some spa freak. I don’t know.
Can you tell I’m desperately searching this crazy brain of mine for a topic to focus on?
You all hear that there’s overwhelming evidence Paxil isn’t safe for adolescents and children? No shit.
Yes! Finally, I found something!
Antidepressants and blood thinners cause brain cancer sells to self destruct, according to some new research. Well that’s exciting, isn’t it? At least, in mice. Blood thinners apparently increase the destruction of cells and in combination with Tricyclic Antidepressants. They think the drugs work by disrupting the pathway that keeps the cancer cells regulated. It didn’t cure the mice but it did prolong their life. I mean, you injected them with Glioblastoma cells, you can at least give them a few extra months to live and a lick at some chocolate ice cream.
I’d usually write something extensive, but honestly I can’t focus for shit right now and I keep thinking about other random things and watching this damn movie from the nineties on YouTube. That’s my version of cable ever since ours got cut off last November. Which has probably done me more good than anything. Well maybe not when I buy a computer the size of a television with a touch screen on it . . . that can be used as a television. . . for my endless video games. Yeah, I just dug myself deeper into a hole.
Anyway, I need to go study even though I can’t think straight.
Like math is going to help me think straight. Yeah, that’ll be the day hell freezes over.